Xavier is handsome, quiet, intelligent and lonely. He hides so much of himself to blend in, get by and survive. His life should have been so different but he has played with the cards that he has been dealt. Scratching, clawing, working, striving, hiding, creeping, learning and yearning to be something more, have something more and be a whole person is his highest goal in the life. Accomplishing much with no love is not really living and thriving but just existing. Expectations, hopes and dreams have been dashed so many times with Xavier.